Temptations

Temptation. Temptation is a word that no one can truly describe, and appears in lives of every individual.  That's what i wrote for my english essay and now, i am going to blog about it.

Temptations are really hard to resist and if you are not careful you will probably surrender, which is what i always do.  I know what i am doing might be wrong, but this tiny voice inside my head keeps asking me to go for it.  And hence when i do, i do not know what might be the possible outcome of it. I might be going on this trail where i will end up being alone in the dark, all alone. However, I might also  end up in paradise, where birds soar freely and everything is colorful.

What i am doing or feeling, i no longer know.  It is a foreign feeling and this feeling has invaded my mind and also my heart.  It is weird which makes me real curious to discover what it really means, though i know i might end up being all wounded or worse.

Hasty decisions. When i first knew of it, i hesitated and when people advised me to go for it, i went for it without thinking twice.  Now i don't know if this is a feeling of regret or just a mere disappointment.  I am now lost in this dark dark place.

I wonder if i can survive through this, of course i can, but it's a just a choice whether if i want to or do i want to be stuck here in this place since it is so weird and new to me. Do i want to discover more about it?  Curiosity kills.  Ugh.

I guess it is really time for me to leave this case for now.  I knew you were trouble.

P.S. Blogging this out reminds me of my essay, which of course i did not write like this. I probably crapped much? aiks, joyi, stop thinking about exams will you? ><

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