Happy Midautumn Festival! :)

Colourful lanterns everywhere.  The bright smiles on the children's faces.  It is the time of the year where children have their dreams come true with their favorite cartoon character lanterns.  It is the time of the year where families reunite to strengthen the family bonds :)

According to the legend, during the Yuan dynasty, China was ruled by the Mongolian people. Leaders from the preceding Sung dynasty were unhappy at submitting to foreign rule, and set out to coordinate the rebellion without it being discovered. The leaders of the rebellion, knowing that the Moon Festival was drawing near, ordered the making of special cakes. Backed into each moon cake was a message with the outline of the attack. On the night of the Moon Festival, the rebels successfully attacked and overthrew the government. What followed was the establishment of the Ming dynasty. Today, moon cakes are eaten to commemorate this legend.

Ah moon cakes.  They are another must have for this festival.  The outer golden brown crust, the inner paste consisting of various flavors, ranging from lotus to coffee and so on activates my salivary glands just by thinking of it. 

According to my mummy, I have been demanding for moon cakes ever since i was created hehe.  She could eat up a whole box a day.  Oops sorry mummy for causing you to have this non stop desire for moon cakes.  Its considered as my favorite food and hence, every year, i would consume to like around ten moon cakes per festival.  That explains the extra fat i have every year. :(  and it never goes away, it never does. 

And with that I conclude this post with a picture of my favorite food,

*drools at the sight of it :)

XOXO

P.S. I still love ice cream :)

MGS Graduation Night 2012

It was a really awesome and wonderful night with a lot of gorgeous people! :) Being one of the crew members made me feel special and all :) Though it wasn't really that perfect but seeing the smiles on their faces, it's all forgotten.  Though the candle went out, the other one still stayed so i should just let it go and not be sad over it no?  and to my friends who comforted me, thank you so much! :)

Though we might disagree on some things when we planned, last night made all our effort pay off.  It was indeed a memorable and indelible night.  Congratulations to the crew members! :)

Managed to snap some shots with the few gorgeous and awesome people :)

The pretty and awesome makeup artist ♥

The friend who 'kills' me with the snake ><

The beautiful senior and friend, Carmen ♥ 

Mingyan ♥

Roxy's clone? waiteng ♥

The awesome and pretty jingee ♥ 

That concludes this post :)

XOXO

Courage

Courage is seriously needed here.  I seriously do NOT understand why life has to be so painful at times.  I seriously do NOT understand why things must be so hard.  At times, I tend to wonder, why am i wasting so much time thinking of useless stuff when there's so much else to do?  Don't let our feelings dictate to us?

I just can't stop all this stupidity :( I just can't, no matter how hard i tried.  I really want to do it but, at the end of the day, i failed. I tell myself theres always tomorrow, but i know i don't , time flies and soon, we would have to part and all would be gone.

And these days, i feel like I'm not working hard enough.  Have i really given up?  Have i really stopped working as hard as i did?  Have i been lulled into a sense of complacency?  People say, to achieve greater heights and succeed in life, we would have to first change ourselves.

The choice is mine.  I chose it like so many times, its time to really move on to the other, and be courageous and stop fantasizing and come back to reality.  Its time to stop waiting like some crazy damsel in distress.  Joyi, you are not as weak as Rose okay, you do not need Percy to come sweep you off the ground.  You can survive without Percy or whoever :)  But of course you need plenty of friends to prevent villains like Crouch from bullying you no? hehe

A very big congrats to fungxin :)  I really am happy for you, dear. I really am :)  Love you <3

I just have to gain enough courage and blast it all out instead of keeping it all in heheh.

XOXO

Confused

People say it is easy to love and i totally agree with that.  However, there are several complications to love.  Love isn't something which can be expressed easily.  Every time i come across dramas or even in reality, i can only conclude that love is both beautiful and complicated as well.

Sometimes expressing something would hurt some other people and even yourself, no?  What if turns out to be all wrong?  What if it ends up real bad? I seriously don't know what is happening to me today ><

After having heart to heart talks with people i always have this moment to reflect on myself and now i seriously am confused.  Yes i admit i am a perfectionist maybe?  I tend to want everything to go my way, and when it doesn't i blame myself and stuff like that.

Feeling insecure doesn't help.  It actually worsens stuff and i'd be like down in the dumps.  Sometimes  have to ponder, think, reflect and consider if this road I am taking will lead me to the right path or will it mislead me to some path filled with holes and would i end up getting hurt?

The past should be taken as a lesson people say.  What if the past repeats itself?  What if it ends up like how it did in the past?  I can't stand another time of shock or sadness.  It took such a long time to heal, way too long.  I can't.  Joyi you can't.

It might be just a come and go thing so I should probably not care about it now?  Gahh this feeling sucks.  Coming to my friend's case, i can only support you all the way and encourage you to go for it :) It is not impossible okay, since you guys are so close and all.  I am seriously happy for you two.  Make things work, please.  I don't mind you talking about him all day to me, it is seriously better than ahemm now, okay. 

Love you always okay? <3 Hmm coming to advices, i don't walk the talk.  I ask people to overcome their problems like it is so easy, though when it comes to me, it takes forever and i repeat, forever.  This feeling of mine should last a short while, i hope?  and if the condition persists?  I don't want to think about it.

Joyi, think right and rationally before you do anything, no harm done now :)  Just try to hold everything back first and yes, think again.  Let time and fate decide.  Ahh, why do i always say that to myself, but thats the only right thing i can think of now ahhh. it totally contradicts the top message >< tiffany alvord's songs are bringing everything back to me.  I shall leave this blog FAST! *runs

XOXOXO

Surprises

I love surprises <3 I love surprise birthday parties, i love surprise proposals, when the bride doesn't see it coming, i love surprise gifts given for absolutely no reason at all and just for a sign of appreciation.  I love these type of surprises. 

And totally not the bad ones.  I absolutely hate those sudden out of nowhere fights or weird surprises.  And exam results.  I can't seem to be able to know how to actually react when it comes to these.  Any ideas anyone?

XOXO