Forever

Forever is a word too strong to be used.  Nothing lasts forever people say. Today finally i realized what it meant.  The feeling when you are about to lose everything you once loved everything you once took granted of.  And yes i said about to lose which means i still have it and i will never let it go no matter what happens

The feeling where you feel you have never loved what you have until now.  I really love everything i now have.  I always have and always will.  Please don't leave me.  I can't bear to think of it.  I shall be optimistic and all and yes i know my family and i can overcome this crisis of ours.

Each and everyone of us has our own worries and all.  Now i truly understand school stuff and those silly puppy love of teens aren't that important in life.  So what if one broke up or got hurt? We can always find someone better.  But... now this feeling i have is like a thousand times worse.  I feel so useless now that i couldn't help my parents overcome this huge problem of theirs

I shall just support them mentally i guess.  I must stay strong and not make them worry about me either. I am sure nothing huge will happen.. i hope.

Happiness lasts forever if you know how to smile when theres rain and learn to laugh when theres sun. :)

Be optimistic and stay strong, joyi.  Thats all you can do now...

XOXO