i constantly find myself attempting to believe wholly and completely the things said by other people; and ceasing myself from being overly skeptical of the actual intentions behind every statement (i.e. whether they are merely saying things to be polite, get into my good shoes or if they truly meant it).
i have no idea when i became so broken. all i used to say was 'come on, you know i trust you more than anything'. well, i guess i am who i am now because obviously that statement was not conveyed well and all i got in return was a 'no, joyi you shouldn't have trusted me'.
can friendships or relationships work without trust? will i ever be able to put my guard down and let these invaders come in and make themselves comfortable; before tearing my heart apart as they walk away with it.
when will i be able to differentiate which version of the truth you gave is the closest to the actual truth?
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