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i need distractions to stop myself thinking about home
thinking of what everyone is doing
thinking of the people i love
of the food i miss
i tried watching television series
to stop myself from bawling my eyes out
i tried reading books
to bring my mind to a land far away from home
i tried working out
to focus only on the fatigue and weariness
i wake up
each day
doing things that don't require thinking
but eventually my mind floats to where the heart belongs
i need to stop that now
cause this is home for the next four years
which is a pretty short
and yet long time
xx
welcome to level one of homesickness
Just embrace it each and every day. Give yourself the whole morning if you have to. Don't try to push the feeling away. Probably then you'll feel better throughout the day and you can resume at night haha? Anyways you get the idea, denial is never good.
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