Homesick?

Yo guys. Whats up?  How's life?  Life is a pretty rocky one for me right now. College isn't as fun and easygoing as I expected. Once I am there, I miss my family and high school friends so so much! :( Its not like I don't meet anyone here or I am being a loner, but things are different. We have to undergo the whole introductory stage again; unlike in high school where you already know practically most of the people there! It is all about being able to connect to others and step out of our comfort zones to meet new people.

Another thing, college isn't all fun. It is mostly about getting good grades and making it through exams with flying colors wth. It is pretty stressful especially if you want to make it to the university of your choice. Sigh I don't even know what I wanna pursue and sometimes I feel pretty dumb :/ Why can't I decide?

Next! Food is another problem. I have to find food ALONE at night; which I am still getting used to.  Basically the place is swarmed with food stores but my mobility is limited.  I just don't feel safe or secure to walk all the way there for food and back; cause I heard stories that the area is not safe... plus i miss home cooked food... :c

Plus side! I met some friends at college and they are pretty cool people :) However, my every days are so packed with classes; not like I have anything to do after lectures... I hope I am not the only one feeling like this? Or am I? Aiks. Anyway, I am back for the weekend yay! :) I really dread going back to college again... Gonna ciao and spend time with le family. See ya. :)

Happy Thaipusam to all Indian readers :) All the best to readers who are going through feelings like myself! We are all in this together! :)

XOXO