Thoughts and resolutions #3: In Deep Confusion

What would I like to be for the rest of my life? What's in store for me in the future? Would I make the right decision? What's my passion? What would I love to do even when I'm not paid? What if my decision would make my family unhappy? (It's not that I would join serious stuff like robbery/violence). What do they mean, "just go your way, follow your own dreams!" What does that actually mean when they question you so much when you merely just suggest something!? 

These questions...have been circling around in my mind these post spm days. It's bothering me, a lot! This might sound like a Dear Thelma kind of post, but really, this is all my inner thoughts and what I am going through now. Fun's over, boohoo. You have to plan for the future! But what exactly is the future? 

I am so confused and indecisive right now. I don't want to make the wrong decision because I am serious when I am saying this, I might end up doing what I decide now for the rest of my life yelps! 

All my life, up till now, I have been studying...just for the sake of studying. I have been doing whatever I've been asked. But now it's completely up to me to decide and well, I just don't want to go to the wrong path. Almost everyone I know has this bright image in their heads about what they wanna pursue etc and I'm just like lingering here without any aim! It's throwing me into dilemmas so often sigh. 

Decision making has never really been my forte. I hope I am not the only one in this situation or am I? 

XOXO