Stupidity

I cannot believe what I did during the trip the other day, the thoughts, the happiness, the joy, the fun.  When it came to an end, I had this feeling to never let go and was kind of down and all but after knowing that person better, I feel this is all wrong but yet I just let it be as it is without clearing things up.

What am i doing? Is this what they call the nature of human beings or is it just me?  Is this what they call stupidity?  It flows in my veins and it kills me most of the times but i just allow it to.  Should I stop it all or should I let it as it is? 

Sometimes I feel that it is all wrong like totally but yet i still continue to see what happens.  Curiosity kills.  I really want to know what would happen if i make those choices and what would not happen if i didnt.  I think i would just go with the flow and see how things turn out.

I used to think the quote, 'nothing is impossible' is just something used to motivate people but some things ARE impossible.  I keep thinking that it was impossible to keep in touch until after the trip and all those things that happened i realised it's possible alright.

Now i am at a loss.  It will all clear out soon I am sure :) So I will let it as it is now. Go with the flow, they say, and hence i will.

XOXO