A reply

To this special someone,

You might be feeling really down these days and i have failed to notice it.  I am really sorry for not paying more attention to you.  I didn't realize it would cause so much pain and hurt.  I am really really sorry.

In life, people are often like this.  And i am a normal human being.
We all tend to appreciate other people more than the ones who care the most about you.  i am not excluded.  I know how you feel.  All this round about thing should end as fast as possible don't you think?  Thats my idea and so i feel that i am going to make things as crystal clear as possible.  Theres no use being stuck in the same position for such a long time.  Its just very time consuming...   

I might not have said it or showed it in any way possible, but i want to tell you that all this while you were a part of my life and will always be.  Maybe i have mistreated you and had been really super duper mean.  I truly apologize from the core of my heart. 

I am really sorry if i don't share much with you or what, but its all too embarrassing to be said.
And just don't feel too sad or what kay.  sorry ><

XOXO