Apologize

Dear friends,

First and foremost, I didn't know you guys were interested in accessories :/ I was quite surprised but actually you can't blame me for not asking you about it >< cause usually when i buy you guys don't give any reaction even :o and today, I am really surprised.

Secondly, I did tell eewen theres a sale... >< and she didn't ask about it so i kind of ignored.

I will tell you guys about it next time kay. :/ I hope next time doesn't come though.  I am officially broke! :( Blame myself for being such a shopaholic sighh.  I will try to stop?  Thats what i said few weeks ago sigh

Oh and i skipped lunch :o gonna grab a snack or something now :)

XOXO

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Pretty stuff :)
P.S. Theres a raya sale going on :)

A reply

To this special someone,

You might be feeling really down these days and i have failed to notice it.  I am really sorry for not paying more attention to you.  I didn't realize it would cause so much pain and hurt.  I am really really sorry.

In life, people are often like this.  And i am a normal human being.
We all tend to appreciate other people more than the ones who care the most about you.  i am not excluded.  I know how you feel.  All this round about thing should end as fast as possible don't you think?  Thats my idea and so i feel that i am going to make things as crystal clear as possible.  Theres no use being stuck in the same position for such a long time.  Its just very time consuming...   

I might not have said it or showed it in any way possible, but i want to tell you that all this while you were a part of my life and will always be.  Maybe i have mistreated you and had been really super duper mean.  I truly apologize from the core of my heart. 

I am really sorry if i don't share much with you or what, but its all too embarrassing to be said.
And just don't feel too sad or what kay.  sorry ><

XOXO

Cheah Ming Yan :)

Beauty, also called prettiness, or loveliness, is a characteristic of a person, animal, place, object, or idea that provides a perceptual experience of pleasure or satisfaction.  An "ideal beauty" is an entity which is admired, or possesses features widely attributed to beauty in a particular culture, for perfection.


The characterization of a person as “beautiful”, whether on an individual basis or by community consensus, is often based on some combination of inner beauty, which includes psychological factors like personality, intelligence, grace, politeness, charisma, integrity, congruence and elegance, and outer beauty (i.e. physical attractiveness) which includes physical attributes which are valued on a very subjective basis. <<<-- see that?


Everyone is pretty inside and out cause thats what we are born with :)  And YOU are included.  Those people considered ugly are those people who have ugly hearts and black ones :P  And I'm very sure you don't.  So why not admit you are pretty?  We all know it is a fact right?  


Inner beauty comes from within.  It always outshines outer beauty :)  Beauty is how you feel inside, and it reflects in your eyes. It is not something physical.  We usually limit our point of thinking to the fact that we are not but actually all of us are...


So lets be grateful for what we are born with and try to sharpen our inner beauty which can always be changed into a better one without the need to carry out surgeries of any kind :)  


And this does not apply on you only, it applies to every other human being in this world. :)

(P.S. you should be grateful I made this for you at this time of the day. So just admit that you are in fact pretty and beautiful) 

See? Beauty is shining everywhere! XD

XOXO


The first two paragraphs are adapted from a source. :)

Dearest Jingee :)

Happy Seventeenth Birthday, Tan Jing Ee! XD

First and foremost, I wish you all the best in life.  I have faith that you are going to succeed in everything you venture :) 

I would also like to thank you for being there for me all the time and being such a great listener :) I might not have told you this before but you are such an awesome foster :P (P.S. this was the reason i asked LOL :P)

Oh, and thanks for kik-ing me at times cause it makes me feel better idk why LOL (oh and this does not mean that you can kik me more or bully me :P i don't want white hair haha) and stop tempting me with food cause seriously one day you'd be kidnapped by me and that time please don't cry okay. I will start taking up martial arts if i need to :P haha

Yummy food like these are examples of em :P

(*drools)

(ahh.. I'm going to gain weight ><)

Please do not EVER forget me cause if you do.. hmm i don't wanna think about it haha. 

P.S. Go get married and come visit me kay. you have just like one year left to be of legal age eh so find a boyf this year and get married next and have kids! i can be your gynae! XD (ohh but then i won't be able to treat you yet awww) unless you want an unprofessional gynae hehe. :P (but on second thought i don't wanna be your gynae its gonna be super awkward HAHA)

Besides, without you, I wouldn't have had a boyf/husband haha -..- oh i meant ex :P Its been over a year dy now lol.

I hope you like that small gift of mine. Its alright if you don't though ><

I have this sudden feeling to write more but i guess this is enough :P I don't want you getting all bored or what hehe

So yeah, dear, Happy Sweet 17th! Have a blast okay! Smile always!  Love youuu! <3

:D

(P.S. Maria wishes you a very happy birthday too! XP)

XOXO

Choir Competition Part 2 :)

The pictures :)

Darling and I <3

Beh and Kamen :)

The awesome peeps :)

Cheralyn with makeup

(P.S. She requested for mascara :P)

Looking at their corsages in awe <3 hehe

Kamen and I <3

Choir People <3

Le awesome makeup artist of the day, Carmen :)

The awesome president :)

(She said she's sure we would miss her in the future XP)

Its really rare to see her so lala XP this is really priceless

This is to end the post :P

(Me looking so childish)

XOXO

Choir Competition 14.07.2012

Went for choir competition yesterday with the awesome choir members :) Got third place which was kinda unexpected hehe XP

It's my second last year now :/  anyway we sang Lima Prinsip Rukunnegara and Putra Putri :) We kinda went out of tempo for the first song but sang the second song okay :) Our hair were done by Gweneth while our makeup were by the professional makeup artist, Carmen :) (tbh, idk who's gonna makeup for us next year LOL)

I looked like a kid yesterday which was kinda weird haha. Took pictures with my friends which I've not uploaded yet hehe gonna upload later i guess :P

XOXO

First post :)

Hello :)

Started another blog cause i feel the old one is just overflowing with emo posts :/ So this one is just for all the happy and nice stuff :) hehe

XOXO